Lady Laguna

My reset went great. Then I went to the car lot to look around and drove off with a car. At first I was like… “what the hecky?” but now I’m over the initial shock and feeling happy

like, it was the type of car i wanted and the payments are reasonable and i still need to have a mechanic look at it (eri’s dad gave it the all clear) but it was a relatively painless deal. I’m just waiting for something terrible to happen??? Things never go entirely my way, there’s always a road block somewhere, you know???

or maybe for once all my hard work and suffering has paid off

how about that

here it is if you give a shit:

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Junot Diaz has this great quote from a talk he gave in Jersey. “You guys know about vampires?” He asks. “You know, vampires have no reflections in a mirror? There’s this idea that monsters don’t have reflections in a mirror. And what I’ve always thought isn’t that monsters don’t have reflections in a mirror. It’s that if you want to make a human being into a monster, deny them, at the cultural level, any reflection of themselves. And growing up, I felt like a monster in some ways. I didn’t see myself reflected at all. I was like, ‘Yo, is something wrong with me? That the whole society seems to think that people like me don’t exist?’ And part of what inspired me, was this deep desire that before I died, I would make a couple of mirrors. That I would make some mirrors so that kids like me might seem themselves reflected back and might not feel so monstrous for it.”
Francisco Tirado, on The Gay Men Project

Nerves about the reset I have today at my less than cooperative home store led to an Alice in wonderland type dream where I wandered the stockroom of wal*mart trying to pin down the manager like a white rabbit

She was really friendly but every time I tried to ask her for the paperwork I need she would disappear to go give a speech or talk to her son or something. I met some colorful characters though. It’s wal*mart after all

Also I forgot all my supplies. It’s the “showing up naked for math class” dream for adults in retail
I hope this doesn't sound creepy, but I had a dream last night and you were kinda in it: I was going through my drawings, saw a picture of Gumshoe next to a tree and thought "Lady Laguna is going to like this!" or something like that.

erebu5:

ladylaguna:

Haha how cute are you (I would have liked it!!)

drawings….

trees…

I know what you are!

Eri are you drunk

what have I told you about tumbling under the influence

I hope this doesn't sound creepy, but I had a dream last night and you were kinda in it: I was going through my drawings, saw a picture of Gumshoe next to a tree and thought "Lady Laguna is going to like this!" or something like that.

Haha how cute are you (I would have liked it!!)

Lunaaa, your blog, YOUR STUFF, never apologize for talking about the thinsg that matter to you, or that worry you! I’m sorry to hear about this, and I wish you the best, love >_<

BB I love the heck outta you and don’t you forget it. <3 I guess I should start tagging them with something so people can block them though. OTL

My sister is going to crazy church and taking up the same lifestyle as my brother and it’s literally making me physically ill

I really hate being upset over the fact that she’s eating healthier and growing closer to God because I fear it will make her a horrible, self-righteous bigot like my brother. :/

I’m posting a lot of personal shit lately, I know. When i graduate I’ll throw dudes kissing at you assholes again, I promise

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hmmmmm, Imma have to consider waifu. Depends on what kind of one I get to be,…

we don’t do gender roles here tbh, you can be whatever kind of waifu you wanna be! I wouldn’t suggest tsundere, however, I already have too many of those.

erebu5:

ladylaguna:

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Shhh, only time for sexy kissing and cuddles. *Gets beaten into a wad by Laguna hubby*

YOU HEAR THAT ERI? YOU HAVE COMPETITION.

Actually I already have an internet husbando and also an internet son. There is a waifu position available if you’re interested ;3 You’ll find the benefits package to be very generous.

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itsameheidi-o replied to your post “itsameheidi-o replied to your post “times when i should open my…”

Shhh, only time for sexy kissing and cuddles. *Gets beaten into a wad by Laguna hubby*

YOU HEAR THAT ERI? YOU HAVE COMPETITION.

Actually I already have an internet husbando and also an internet son. There is a waifu position available if you’re interested ;3 You’ll find the benefits package to be very generous.